morning

don't know if i woke up in the dumps today or if several things have conspired to bring that feeling about

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a friend is back from college for the summer
he asked if i wanted to hang out a bit
but i told him he would have to make the effort
and well so far he hasn't

i guess i really don't expect him to
and right now i'm pretty sure he has other things going

we'll see


it won't be anything serious with him
i'm not willing to give up any chance i might
have at getting back with my dh :)